The first thing I noticed (other than general proficiency with the fire) was that we made eye contact, and I wanted more. He has these really blue eyes, and even across the fire at night, I felt it penetrating, while remaining comfortable at the same time. It was tantalous, and calm, all at the same time.
We spent last night and this morning together, and then I took Mona out to some woods and went for a walk, all blissed out. It's so magical and perfect. I loved lingering this morning, staring out the window, just rubbing and touching him. Especially while he's working on the computer ignoring me. Then I can be selfishly tactile and read him and feel him. I feel like a sponge soaking him in. I'll be saturated some day, but right now I just want to linger and experience. I feel like I am refilling a will (intention) that has been quiet and dormant for a long while. I told him he's a tasty bite. He really is.
He has a way with me. He just handles me in a certain way that puts me at ease. Unless he's being annoying. He always has little surprises for me. I basically feel like putty, and I just want to give myself to him completely. Of course, I also want to own him in certain ways as well.
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